Truth is, I’m tired. I’m tired of being the one who always understands him. I dont know whats up with him but he always give me headaches and yes, heartaches. I don’t know where did i go wrong to be treated like this. All i know is that i’ve done my best. I always do my best to make him feel my love. But its seems so blur to him, or its just him who don’t appreciate what I’m doing. Truth is, i want to let go already. But i dont want to give up on him because I’m used to it, I got used with his attitude but this night came and another fight interfere. And really tore my heart into pieces, shattered into pieces. And made me think that i’m tired, tired of his bullshits, same bullshit. I’m tired of listening his sorrys and then do it again. They maybe believe that Im like a superwoman in loving him, taht I can do it? But nah, its so hard to stick being that kind of girl you always thought about me. I also get tired like superwoman do, she gets tired of saving and receiving nothing from the people. But the truth is, i still love him though he’s like that. I just have to get used to it. But im scared. Scared that one day will come and my love for him will fade like the sun when the night comes. I dont want to leave him. i dont want to get tired of him. But if that time will come, help me make him understand my side. So help me God.
Grocery buddy lately <3
Right after listening the mass we headed at the grocery store and yea he was with me and i thought that was just it but he surprised me when he also decided to ride home with me to make sure that I’ll be home safely. Aweeee iloveyou baba :*
It’s more fun in the Philippines!
(via beben-eleben, source: boypimple)
Epic fail na meet-up -.-
Supposed to be, mag me-meet up kami with Kim Asia pero antagal dumating. Debale, marami pang next time puks! Sa susunod nalang :* Thanks bestyy for the company kanina, butit di ako nag-iisang nag-intay kay kim :D
Fvck it! I love him, nothing else matter! THE END.
Whats with people nowadays? They keep on judging my decision. But their the once who told me to follow my heart and they’ll respect my decision? the fvck is wrong with y’all. Well, you guys dont need to answer me, cpz whatever is your answer is, it doesn’t matter. It wont make me change my mind.
Yea, we’re still together and that’s because we keep on findng ways to get back to each other and fix every problems we encounter in our relationship with a talk and not just a simple talk but a sincere kind of conversation. I’m just so happy that my boyfie’s not like the other guys out there who gives up so fast just because he dont understand girl’s change of moods. He’s unlike the other guys who gives up easily. And that’s what made me hold on. I just can’t afford to let go of someone makes me happy. I’m happy with my friends, but he completes my happiness, John Cyril completed me.
So guys, respect. Not just to me, but also to him and to our relationship. He’s in pain too, and if you guys get to be with him every single minute, you would see how much he change “A LOT” and you can see how much he does everything to start over again and prove himself worthy of me. He’s making bawi na naman guys e, kung sana you make appreciate he’s efforts you will also understand why i choose to stay than leave.
THANK YOU BOW ^^
22 February 2014, 12:26 pm
2nd time around adventure trip with him to the South. Sa susunod ulit lovey ha? hehehe :”>
22 February 2014, 11:58 am
Me as Juliet Capulet heeeks :’>
22 February 2014, 11:53 am
Once upon a time in Argao :)
22 February 2014, 11:43 am
Dinner at Lantaw with family :)
22 February 2014, 11:32 am
I know for 17months and 25days, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand. We have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within ourselves.. but no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, i learned to love you so deep.. learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’ve done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s gonna be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument we’re having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much Baba for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy 17th Monthsarry and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together.. i love you so much and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’ve done.. and thank you so much for everything my beloved.. i love you always and forever ♥